People are like stained glass windows: they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light within. – Elizabeth Kubler-Ross
I have joined a trial or beta course in habit reconstruction, that means that I will go through various different tasks in order to establish what it is that I need /want to change and then take steps towards the life that I want to create. I’m very good at starting new things but I’m less good with keeping them up for a longer period of time (even though the same kind of things circle back regularly), so I got invited to try a course designed by a life coach with the promise of giving feedback at the end of the course. I have been doing the course now for a week and it’s all too familiar for me, I have worked through so many of the questions and goal grids that so far has been given in this course. I know what I want to do and I know why I just can’t seem to fuel it for a longer period of time. It should be said that having a family doesn’t make a change easy, there are many opinions and time absorbing moments that is impossible to predict. But many other people that have families succeed in this so I should be able to as well with a bit of persistence! I’m looking forward to the rest of the course to see if I get some sort of insight that makes the difference and pushes me towards the change I want. Exciting!